October 11, 2002



As usually, I was late for CG coz I need to rush down from work plc
to Jurong Point. Thankfully, I rode so it was fairly long journey.

There were only four of us met up for CG today.
The rest of them were busy wif either their preparation for
exams or project. Life of a student! I will be equally busy once
my course start next yr.

We decided to have our dinner at the foodcourt at 4th level.
We din wait for long for a table even though the whole plc was
crowded wif pple.

Eric and I went to order our food while Jasmina volunteer to wait.
(Thks Jas for doing tat) I appreciate it.

I had my vegetarian economic rice which costed me only $2.60
for 4 dishes. Cheap, cheap compare to other foodcourts ard.

Joshua joined us shortly after all of us had our food laid on the table.
I stole a shot while Jas was saying grace for all of us. Hee~!

After our 'chop chop' dinner, we were off to the supermarket to shop
for some grocery. Before proceeding to Eric's hse.

Joshua took out the Jelly Beans to share wif us. That sweets cost
$15 for a small tin. High class indulgence. There were so many different
kinds of flavours. I din noe tat Jelly Beans can mix and match to create a
new flavour. Example, u mixed peanut butter jelly beans wif blueberry jelly beans
to create peanut butter and jam sandwich(quite a unique taste).
A wrong combination, however, can be fatal(taste horrible).

Joshua, initialled to some worship songs to help us focus upon God. While I shared
a little from Psalm 46. Jos continued to shared from Psalm 30

Thanksgiving for Deliverance from Death.
A Psalm; a Song at the Dedication of the House. A Psalm of David.
1
I will extol You, O LORD, for You have lifted me up,
And have not let my enemies rejoice over me.
2
O LORD my God,
I cried to You for help, and You healed me.
3
O LORD, You have brought up my soul from Sheol;
You have kept me alive, that I would not go down to the pit.
4
Sing praise to the LORD, you His godly ones,
And give thanks to His holy name.
5
For His anger is but for a moment,
His favor is for a lifetime;
Weeping may last for the night,
But a shout of joy comes in the morning.

6
Now as for me, I said in my prosperity,
"I will never be moved."
7
O LORD, by Your favor You have made my mountain to stand strong;
You hid Your face, I was dismayed.
8
To You, O LORD, I called,
And to the Lord I made supplication:
9
"What profit is there in my blood, if I go down to the pit?
Will the dust praise You? Will it declare Your faithfulness?
10
"Hear, O LORD, and be gracious to me;
O LORD, be my helper."
11
You have turned for me my mourning into dancing;
You have loosed my sackcloth and girded me with gladness,
12
That my soul may sing praise to You and not be silent.
O LORD my God, I will give thanks to You forever.


Eric was worshipping whole-heartedly while Jos was leading the worship.
We continued to sing and worship God wif some songs and prayer
before we had some sharing and catching up wif one another.

Ended the evening, a step closer to one another and most of all, God.
Felt so blessed all of you.

- Thanks Jos for leading the worship and Great CGL.
- Thanks Eric for opening up ur hse for us to meet.
- Thanks Jas for being so open to e part of u tat we don't noe.

Apologise for teasing u, Jas.

Lastly, I thanked Jesus for being our wonderful audience.


Here goes another week of work...
Manage to finish most of my work today...
and now waiting for time to fly before I meet up wif my CG.

Oh! Received a Ralph Lauren Romance Shower Gel & Aftershare Gel from
my colleague. What a nice lady! (Thks Ca*****!) The fragance is makin it
quite sexy. Maybe I shld go and get the perfume.(Hmm...)

I hope tonite will be a gd time of sharing and praying... wif my bros and sis.


October 09, 2002

The whole company will be going for a show today...
They are watching the Korean movie, story abt a grandmother
& her grandson. It was highly recommended by the critics.

I, however, will have give the movie amiss coz I already had prior
apptment wif KY. Need him to help me to organize my tots on the
msg on Millennialism.

Closing a chapter in my life... waiting for a New Beginnin...

October 08, 2002

Had a sumptuous dinner at Fish & Co. I ordered fish & chips for myself
and 1 grilled calamari to share.

Yuli din want to have a complete meal b'coz she will be meetin her mum
later in e evenin at e airport. Her mum flew all the way from country J to
visit her and her siblings.(What a mom!)

We had a wonderful evening catchin up wif each other... recollecting the
gd old days when we younger, her experience back in her home country, my
experience in poly... blah blah.

After our meals, we did some window shoppin before I sent her to the MRT
station.

I came home feeling kinda of exhausted. Gonna sleep early tonite...


October 07, 2002

I'll be meetin Yuli in e evenin for dinner. Hmm wonder how she is now.
Kinda of lost contact wif her when she entered Uni. Hope she still the same,
especially her height. The last time, she was e same height as me... Sorry,
Yuli I got something against lady who is taller than me... (Ego problem.. Hee~!)

Maybe, I will bring her to tis Ramen plc in Bugis. Still deciding...
I'll update again tonite.

October 06, 2002

Monday...
I'm feeling unwell... since yesterday till today. Feeling kinda of weird. Something seems to be amissed.
A kind of feeling, I don't have any idea of. Maybe, it's b'coz sun was wasted away doing nothing? I guess
it's more of not meetin up wif pple who can encourage me.

Usually, I prefer to stay at home alone. Dun wish to go crowded plcs. Being squeezed ard.
Maybe, it's b'coz I'm tired of everything... Maybe I need a break... Maybe I am confused.
Arrgh... God help me!!!